There was a commercial for some cat food (I think) and the "jingle" was basically just this annoying repeat of "Meow, meow, meow, meow....".  (I know, my description is amazing....) but I've got that same jingle on repeat in my mind, except that instead of "meow" it goes "Camp, camp, camp, camp...".  Well, you get the idea.  I've got camp on the brain.  

I've been crossing off days on my calendar with the camp start date circled in big, black marker.  Every day I see us inching closer and closer to August 16th.  Some days there's a bubbling excitement but most days just a frantic sense of I NEED TO BE DOING THINGS!  We've been meeting with those preparing to lead the camp program, video calls, text messages...because when camp begins, I want all the pieces to fit seamlessly together.  I have not allowed myself to stray too far from the reality and keep reminding myself that all this planning and prep work is good, but when push comes to shove it is my attitude and ability to be flexible that will be most profitable.  

Much like in years past, there are always issues that crop up as we approach camp, to discourage and distract us (and our amazing team) from this great opportunity to share the gospel message.  I recognize them for what they are, attacks.  Anything and everything to derail us from our mission to preach the good news to around 100 kids come mid-August.  

Marriage problems?  check.

Family issues?  check.

Health concerns?  check.

Finances?  check.

check. check. check. check. check.  

Oh it can be overwhelming!  It can be debilitating.  It can be exhausting.  

But I feel like God has just been shielding me from the wind of those problems.  Like a parent who tucks their baby against their body, shielding them from the cold.  I have felt God stepping in, saying "I've got you." I live in the valley, where I am literally surrounded by mountains on every side.  Any direction I turn and look, there are mountains looming above me.  

"I look up to the mountains; does my strength come from mountains?

NO, my strength comes from God, who made heavens, earth, and mountains"  Psalm 121

And much like the physical mountains shield our little valley from the cold winds, guarding us in a way from the elements; God is my shield and He guards me.  The trials come, the way is not always easy, but He keeps my foot on the path.  I keep my eyes fixed ahead.  So, in whatever circumstance you find yourself, look up.  

My baby is 1!!! (and walking!)